THE MANY FACES OF GOD !!!

THE MANY FACES OF GOD !!!

AS LIFE WE HAVE SO MANY CHOICES THAT IT IS FRIGHTENING WHAT A WRONG CHOICE DONE IN IGNORANCE HAS THE CAPACITY TO CREATE FOR OUR LIVES.

WHILE WRITING ON NEGATIVITY ... THE DEVIL TRIED PUNISHED ME ... A NASTY THOUGHT TRYING TO ACT SANCTIMONIOUS. WHAT A BITCH ... AN ANIMAL MIND THAT REFUSED TO ALLOW ME TO THINK ... FOR THEN MY MIND WAS CAPABLE OF ANALYSING THE THOUGHTS THAT CAME IN RANDOMNESS TO ME ... BRINGING ME GOODNESS AS WELL AS MANY BAD THOUGHTS TOO THAT HELD THE POSSIBILITIES OF CREATING THE MANY ILLNESSES I SUFFERED .. EVEN THOUGH MY MIND MAY NOT HAVE EVEN CONSIDERED THEM AS POTENTIALLY BAD FOR ME. AS FAR AS THE MEDIA ... NEWSPAPERS AND WOMEN'S MAGAZINES ARE CONCERNED ... THEY SHARE PROBLEMS AS IF DOLING OUT GIFTS OF ADVICE.

BUT QUESTION THEM .. ARE YOU WORDS OF WISDOM? NO .. I AM A STUPID IDIOTIC THOUGHT CREATING A FEAR OR DOUBT THROUGH THE MIND AND THAT SHARED WITH YOU ADDS ANOTHER PROBLEM FOR YOUR LIFE ... IS NOT GOOD ADVICE .... ASK YOURSELF WHY ??????????????????? SO MANY TIMES TILL THE BRAIN BRINGS IT BACK TO YOU AS RANDOM STORED KNOWLEDGE. STORED KNOWLEDGE MY FOOT INDEED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A POTENTIAL TIME BOMB WAITING FOR A WEEK MOMENT TO TURN ITSELF INTO A VIRUS OR BACTERIA IN YOUR BODY !!!!!!!!!!!! COME AGAIN ... WHAT DID I JUST SAY .... CAN THAT BE THE REAL TRUTH ?????????? BUT OF COURSE IT IS. YOU WILL THEN DUTIFULLY TURN OVER ONTO YOUR BACK ... A SITTING DUCK POSTURE AND PROCLAIM TO ALL THE GODS THAT BE ... COME EAT ME !!!!!! AND THAT IS THE SURELY THE HARDEST LESSON FOR ALL VEGETARIANS ... INCLUDING JAINS AND VEGANS AND GOD ALONE KNOWS WHAT OTHER SPECIES FALL INTO THIS CATEGORY. IN THEIR SO CALL PURITANISM .. THEY FELL FOUL OF THE OLDEST TRICK IN THE BOOK ... EAT OR BE EATEN. SO THEN THEY ARE HOSTS TO COUNTLESS LIVING MICRO-ORGANISMS RIGHT WITHIN THEIR OWN GUT. GOD'S TRUTH IS JUST AND IT IS ONLY ONE ... GO LIVE YOUR LIFE IN PEACE ... PROCLAIM AN ENEMY AND FIND THAT ENEMY WITHIN YOU.

I LEARNT A BITTER LESSON ABOUT THE ABSOLUTE ONENESS OF US ... AS LIFE WE ARE THE FOOD WE EAT. AS NON-EXISTENCE WE ARE THE FOOD OF EVERYONE ELSE. ITS NOT SOMETHING THAT ONE EVER LIKES TO THINK ABOUT ... BUT ALL SHIT AND PISS EVENTUALLY BECOMES THE EARTH ONCE AGAIN ON WHICH FOOD GROWS AND ALL ANIMALS AND HUMANS MUST CONSUME THEM IN ORDER TO LIVE. HERE IS WHERE THE ROLE OF WORMS IN THE EARTH ARE OF SUCH AMAZING IMPORTANCE. THEY BREAK DOWN THE LIVING MATTER INTO THEIR CHEMICAL PARTS ... THUS ALLOWING A REUSE.

THESE ARE BITTER TRUTHS THAT CONTROL US AS LIVING GODS AND THEREFORE MOST DO NOT LIKE TO THINK ... BUT ON MY SPIRITUAL JOURNEY I SAW ALL THAT I SAW STANK ABOUT LIFE BUT ALSO THE MANY GOOD THINGS I COULD CREATE FROM OUT OF MY MIND THAT MADE MY LIFE EASY.

ON YOUR PART A BALL OF FIRE WAITING TO ENGULF YOU IN ITS SO CALLED KNOWLEDGE ?????????????????????????????? REALLY YOU ASK ... HOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT DESTROYS YOU .... IT POLLUTES YOUR HOME ..... YOUR BODY ... THOSE ARE NOT POTENTIAL GIFTS OR WARNING .... FOR NOT MANY CONSIDER THEM AS ONLY THAT. FIRSTLY WHAT IS THERE TO LEARN THROUGH THE FOLLIES OF OTHERS ??????????????????????????????? THE ONLY LESSON ... STAY AS FAR AWAY FROM THEM AS POSSIBLE .. OR BE READY TO PAY THE PRICE ............ WHAM BAM ... THANK YOU SIR/MA"AM ... SHOULD I BE GRATEFUL TO YOU. YOU WERE THE DIRTY MIND I ACCEPTED IN IGNORANCE AS A FRIEND AND PAID THE PRICE FOR BAD COMPANY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE THAT IS TRUEST

Love that is truest.

One mind and one body ... we all own them. But tell me whose mind do you look after ... your own ofcourse unless you are a child .. then you are nurtured until you are old enough to look after yourself.

Growing up I was very often left on my own even though I lived in a joint family for quite a few years. There was never any shortage of kids to spend the time with for we were 7 in all. Leadership came to me at an early age for I was the eldest of the 7. I have always been a gregarious person growing up and as we were mostly unsupervised ... we had lots and lots of fun. In school I had so many friends whose fathers were managers/owners of cinema halls located quite close to our school and I caught many a matinee show by just standing and watching the movies ... running home before our parents' time to return. I don't think my mum knows about this even till today. And in all my years I never experienced a single problem. Life was fun growing up. Everything then was truly free. Our house was full to the brim of cakes / icecreams and other delicious foods all sent by friends of my father ... who appreciated him for who he was .. a good soul who supported them with their businesses. I was always close to my dad and I accompanied him on his many business trips to various companies. One such was UB distilleries and I have gone to the office of Vittal Mallya often where the father of the present would entertain us in his office personally. He would always present me with a small gift ,,, one such gift was a fancy ruler from Old Smuggler and I remember that it was my pride possession for years on end. and even when it broke I still kept it for old times sake. I was still a school girl then and such things mattered.

A lot of our past shapes our future and penning them down helps me remember the good times more often. I also remember the many times the ruler was used on my backside ... I had to often take the punishment for the wrong doings of others for I was the eldest !!! Being a taurean showed me that I could be a stubborn mule when I chose and that nobody ever really knew how to control me. Now I come to the title of this article ... love. Many parents believe .. spare the rod and spoil the child is right and the amount of strictness that I was brought up with did ensure that I grew up right.